The lower carb experiment was put to rest a day early. When I began laying awake in bed at night thinking of pizza, I remembered why I don't eliminate any particular food. I made it through two nights of that and was still plugging on, but today was a busy day filled with cleaning, running, shopping, baseball practice, egg dying, DQ (for the kids only, I swear) and basketball, so I grabbed an apple and a KIND bar on my way out the door to baseball practice and ate it at the field for lunch. On one hand, I don't feel badly that I only made it through 5 of the 6 planned days because I know it wouldn't work long term, so there was no use in continuing. On the other hand, I had committed myself to 6 days, not five.
Today, my 10-year-old son ran with me. The plan was for him to hang out at the park with his brothers while I looped around the park, then I heard him behind me. He said he was going to run to "get in shape for football." But I know the truth, he is afraid of bees, dogs, and people and didn't want to be away me. So, he ran. And run he did! He ran a full two miles without stopping and without complaint. I was so proud of him.
I decided on a new race and posted it on my Facebook asking if any of my running friends want to join me. Two or three people say they are in for the race! I am excited about it and hope at least one actually shows! It is the day before Mother's Day.
I filled the Easter baskets tonight and a whole bunch of eggs too. I did not eat one single tiny jelly bean, not a swedish fish, or a chocolate egg. Nothing. I was so proud that I had to document the moment with a picture.
Then I had a little moment of sadness.....I hate the holidays on my own. I should have a partner with this egg filling and hiding business. The thought makes me want to go find those eggs I hid and eat all the candies, but my kids would be disappointed to find empty eggs in the morning, so I will refrain.
I have been planning my Easter breakfast all week. I am going to have an egg.....a Reese Peanut Butter Egg, then I am going to run, then.....I am not sure-to indulge or not to indulge in Easter dinner, that is the question. I probably will to some extent, not a full out free day, but a small portion of everything yummy.
BEST TIDBIT OF THE DAY: Three people in the last two days have called me "skinny." The weight loss is finally showing.
Have a great Easter Sunday with you son! It's just me and the Bf so it's pretty lonely today too. Both our families are far away.
ReplyDeleteI love it when people notice weightloss! COngratulations!!!!!